There was a time in English cricket when courage still came unfiltered—without visor, without compromise. In that era of bare-faced confrontation, one image endured: Robin Smith, moustache bristling, square-cut flashing, standing unflinchingly before the world’s most terrifying fast bowlers. To the England supporter of the late 1980s and early 1990s, Smith was a fixture of defiance, a batter who refused to flinch even as Marshall, Ambrose, Bishop or an enraged Merv Hughes pounded the ball short of a length.
But behind
that image—behind the power, behind the bravado—was a man living two lives. And
the tragedy of Robin Smith, who has died aged 62, lies in the distance between
those two selves.
A Talent
Forged in Privilege—and Pressure
Born in
apartheid-era Durban in 1963 to British parents, Smith grew up in an
environment that was at once privileged and punishing. His family demolished
the house next door to construct a private cricket pitch; a bowling machine
whirred at dawn; the gardener fed him deliveries at 5am under his father’s
stern supervision; a professional coach was hired; school followed a hearty
breakfast cooked by the family’s maid.
It was a
production line for excellence, and it worked. Smith became the poster boy in
Barry Richards’ coaching manuals, a teenage talent good enough to share
dressing rooms with Richards and Mike Procter before finishing school.
When his
elder brother Chris was signed by Hampshire in 1980, a pathway opened. By 17,
Robin was accompanying him on trial, his parents’ British roots offering an
escape from South Africa’s sporting isolation. Those early days, with smashed
balls raining beyond the Hampshire nets and 2nd XI captains counting the cost,
were the beginnings of a legend.
Becoming
‘The Judge’: England’s Warrior at the Crease
Smith
entered Test cricket in 1988, just as English cricket was unravelling. Four
captains in one summer, 29 players used in the Ashes a year later—chaos was a
given. Yet in this turbulence, Smith found clarity. His debut against West
Indies produced an immediate statement: 38 hard-earned runs, a century stand
with Allan Lamb, and not a hint of fear against the fastest attack in the
world.
His game was pure confrontation: the square cut hit like a hammer blow, the pull and hook played without hesitation, the blue helmet notably lacking a visor—a visual metaphor for his personality. He took blows, he gave blows back, and he relished the exchange. As he once confessed, the violence of high-speed cricket left him “tingling”.
His
unbeaten 148 against West Indies at Lord’s in 1991 remains the archetype of the
Smith experience: a celebration of human nerve. Ambrose and Marshall were
rampant; swing and seam were treacherous. Where others shrank, Smith expanded,
carving out boundaries and refusing retreat. It was an innings that defined
him—thrilling, masochistic, heroic.
Even his
167 not out against Australia in 1993, an ODI record that lasted two decades,
was bittersweet: England still contrived to lose.
The
Contradictions of a Cult Hero
For all his
outward bravado, those who knew Smith saw contradictions simmer beneath the
surface.
He was an
adrenaline addict who thrived on hostility—and yet a deeply insecure man
crippled by self-doubt.
He was a
loyal friend who once broke his hand defending Malcolm Marshall from racist
abuse in a hotel bar—but also a man who felt every rejection as betrayal.
He was “The
Judge” on the field—arrogant, competitive, confrontational—yet in his
autobiography admitted that Robin Arnold Smith was “a frantic worrier", a
gentle, emotional figure struggling to keep pace with the role the public
demanded of him.
These
contradictions were manageable so long as he had his inner circle: Graham
Gooch, Allan Lamb, Ian Botham, David Gower, Micky Stewart. But when Stewart
departed in 1992, and Lamb, Gower, Botham faded from the scene, Smith found
himself without the protective clan that anchored him. The new regime—Keith
Fletcher and later Ray Illingworth—saw him differently. Public criticism,
selection snubs, accusations about off-field ventures, and repeated injuries
chipped away at his confidence.
A man who
had once been an automatic pick suddenly felt disposable.
The Spin
Myth and the Unravelling
Much is
made of Smith’s struggles against spin. Shane Warne and Tim May indeed tormented him during the 1993 Ashes, but the myth of his incapacity grew beyond
substance. His late introduction to subcontinental conditions—four years into
his Test career—played a part. So did shoulder injuries that ruined his
throwing arm, undermining his sense of physical invincibility.
But the real damage was psychological. Fletcher’s derision toward his request for mental help—“If you need a psychiatrist, you shouldn’t be playing for England”—captures the casual cruelty of that era. Smith, already fragile, withdrew further into himself. When England dropped him for the 1994–95 Ashes, and later left him out of a home series against the newly readmitted South Africa, the hurt was profound.
His
international career ended at 32. Silence replaced applause, and The Judge had
no courtroom left.
Life
After Cricket: The Descent and the Attempt to Rise Again
If cricket
had been difficult, retirement was catastrophic. Hampshire’s decision not to
renew his contract in 2003 broke him. He had built an array of
businesses—travel agencies, bat manufacturers, helmet companies, wine bars—but
lacked the temperament or discipline to sustain them. Alcohol filled the
vacuum. Financial trouble followed. His marriage collapsed.
In 2007, he
fled to Perth. But the problems travelled with him.
There were
dark days—dark enough that he contemplated ending his life. What saved him was
not a sports psychologist, nor a governing body, nor cricket authorities. It
was his son, Harrison. And later, the quiet empathy of a neighbour, Karin Lwin,
who convinced him that he was “a good man with a bad problem”.
Coaching
brought temporary balance. Writing The Judge offered catharsis. But the
struggle never fully disappeared.
Legacy:
What Remains of The Judge
Robin Smith
understood his place in cricket’s hierarchy. “I wasn’t one of the all-time
greats,” he once wrote. “But if people remember me as a good player of raw pace
bowling, then I'm chuffed."
He was far
more than that. He was the last great English gladiator of an age before
helmets became cages, before sport sanitised danger, before the world recoiled
from rawness.
His Test
average—43.67, higher than Gooch, Atherton, Hussain, Lamb, Gatting,
Hick—reflects an elite performer who stood tall in a chronically losing side.
Mark Nicholas called him Hampshire’s greatest ever player. Many would agree.
But his
real legacy lies elsewhere: in the contradictions he embodied, the
vulnerabilities he revealed too late, and the way his life exposes cricket’s
long-standing failure to care for those who gave it their bodies and sanity.
To remember
Robin Smith is to remember both men:
The
Judge—fearless, flamboyant, thunderous.
And
Robin—the warrior, the wounded, the human.
Cricket
cheered one.
It failed
the other.
Thank You
Faisal Caesar

A brilliant person kind helpful an extraordinary skilful brave cricketer. Who was let down by arrogance of the Fletcher era. May this very human person rest in peace he actually had earned that througou his lifetime.this
ReplyDeleteI first saw Robin when i was around 14 or 15. We all knew at Hampshire that he was going to be a special player. His style the complete opposite of his brother Kippy. At 16 i was lucky to be chosen to represent the County at Youth level. One of my first sessions was at the old County Ground in Southampton. Some after training fielding practice. The drill involved Robin cutting the ball down to fine leg and a few of us fielders collecting the ball and throwing it in. As the drill progressed and confidence grew we started stealing yards to meet the ball earlier. I stole too many and took one of Robin's trademark square cuts right on the end omy fingers and broke one of them. Straight to hospital for x-rays and the confirmation i had broken my finger. I missed my last train home that night and the club paid for a taxi home for me. When i got home i immediately went to apologise to my mum for getting home late. She immediately asked how my finger was ? Robin had called my mum and apologised for breaking my finger and explained i was at the hospital but the club would make sure i got home. From that moment onwards he always looked out for me at training sessions and gave me advice and on more than a few occasions i was allowed to bowl at him in the nets alongside Marshall, Jesty, Tremlett etc. One of the nicest guys i've met. A terrible loss to the cricket family. RIP Judge
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